Now that the pool at the gym is back in order, I meant to get back to the gym tonight on the regular triathlon schedule (as opposed to last week’s jogging day, 2 weight training days, and 2 biking days), but I haven’t been feeling all that great. A combination of some very late (though awfully enjoyable) nights, wonky sugar, and work stress have really got me down. Healthwise, I haven’t been so hot, either, which is related to the wonky sugar, which is related to the work stress. I can’t wait until next Thursday when the work stress plummets.
The lousy thing about being me these days is that I’m a lot less flexible than I used to be. Schedules work great, but get me out of the schedule, and things fall down pretty quickly. Or, rather, I exhaust myself pretty quickly.
Sometimes I need to remember that, yeah… I’m just not as super-wow as I used to be, you know… stay up all night drinking vodka and cranberry juice in a cabin in the woods, then hop up the next day, drink more beer, and cram for a history final while navigating tricky group dynamics. Yeah, no more of that. Not that I miss any of that, really…
I just hate things I see as weakness, sometimes, especially when it’s coming from me.
Where are my superpowers??
I think tonight is home, reading, bed. No shenanigans.
